On Wednesday I decided to enjoy exsistence. I didn’t do much that needed to be done, although I did clean the kitchen. I found peace in a cup of coffee and my thoughts. I’ve come to the realization that our lives are always drawn to the fast paced, “need it now”, kind of energy. And we forget to give our thoughts the time to speak. We plug ourselves in to our cell phones and keep ourselves from the silence that helps us be creative and free. While it may be late, my new years resolution is to focus more on myself and my marriage. To do this I will spend less time on the phone or computer and more time reading, having deep conversation, and being okay with silence. I hope to build relationships that are stronger and find value in how I think.